in case you haven't noticed, i have pretty much disappeared from the blogosphere.
life has been beautiful lately, but also difficult. i'm incredibly busy and both my jobs require a lot of online time, so i tend to neglect my personal presence on the web.
i have gotten so much better about taking time out for self-care: for my relationships, for sleep, for me. it shortens the time i have for the rest of my life, but it makes me a healthier, happier person.
that said, i really miss writing. i'm not in therapy right now and i don't think i spend enough time reflecting. i'm feeling a little disconnected from myself, and from all of you (friends and family).
so... yeah. i'm going to try to write more often. i'm not sure if anyone will read it, but i need to reconnect to myself this way, and i like looking back and having a record of my experiences.
talk to you soon, i hope.
elaine
8 hours ago
1 comments:
wow, as usual, i am right there with you {i imagine you've noticed that about us, too? i feel like we've been living parallel lives in certain ways}. i can totally sympathize with the sensation of finding, and losing oneself on these pages. it's delightful to connect with that certain part of yourself that needs to be recorded, and sorted out more explicitly like this. but. it's also really easy to lose yourself. i find that the more i read/see/hear, particularly online, the less i trust myself and my ability to make good decisions. i sympathize with the need to spend REAL time with REAL people taking care of oneself.
it's good to have you back, though. :)
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